realise bout somethng ..

well , dari smlm aku jadi stalker je ..

aku tak tahu ape yang aku nak ..

serious .. i dont knw wht i want ..

i just wanna cry a lot ! becoz .. i miss you dude ..

yeah .. shes really nice huh??

yeah ..i knw it ..

she nice , knw how to make you happy , doesnt make you stress 24 hours 60 minutes ..

i knw tht she can make you happy all the time ..

die ta mcm i yg kuat membebel , kuat marah ..

i realise all about tht , i just wanna tell you tht when you do the same for the 4 time ,

to me .. my feeling , still be that .. same .. hurt , cry , lose appetite , toreh tgn , try to hate you ..

but its doesnt work ..

Tuhan je tahu mcm mane i syg you , selame 1 tahun 5 bulan ni ..

kite mmg couple yg sgt terok dulu ..

tp tu mmg cara kite ..

i ta tau kenape tapi hati i ckp yg you still syg i ..

fitrie saidi .. i try to live without you ..

but you pun tahu kan saket nye mcm mane ..

kalau relationshp you dgn fitrah tu mmg yg you nak ..

i cant do anythng ..

but please giv my love back ..

my love just for one guy that love me , appreciate evrthng i do , ta buat i nanges ..

and dulu bg i .. you lah guy yg i ckap tu , dulu evrythng indah , yeah kite start break sbb i ..

but ..mcm you tak buat salah kan??

okay .. bout i pggl you kejam , binatang ..

mmg ye pun ..

bkn kali ni je you buat mcm ni , da banyak kali kan ??

and i tak tahu kenape i still tnggu you ..

i just ta na you hilang ..i syg you sgt ..

you pun dah ade bukti yg i syg you kan ..

tapi i tak sangke ni yg you buat .. after all i did evrythng for you ??

well , i harap fitrah dapat tahan dgn perangai you yg akan buat org semua nak maki you ..

tahan dgn sebarang kata kata .. diam dgn senyum .. tu lah yg i buat selame ni .. mybe bg org laen *eleh 1 tahun 5 bulan tak lah lame mane* tapi just you and i , only knw , nape 1 tahun 5 bulan tu jd sgt bemakne .. i mmg pelupa , tapi pasal kite i ta pena lupe , birthday , anniversary ..

tapi you?? you lupe semua .. and birhtday i you wish pling lambat .. padahal i kat dpn mate je??

mmg ni bnda kecik tapi i ingat lagi ape you ckp pasal birthday wishh , you cakap thats only way to make your partner happy on their birthday ??

rite ..

even time tu you spending time for me ..

tapi i ta happy coz you buat i mcm sampah ..

nak tahu takk . dari 20.10.2009 sampai sekrang , i dgr je you maki i , marah i even salah you pun .. even you buat i nanges hari2 , tapi i ta pena nak benci you..

dari dulu smpai sekarng you suke toreh luke yg bdarah kan???

sekarang luke tu betol betol ta boleh and lame nak elokk ..

youre the last guy tht i love ..

your stalker ,

ivyrara :(